dear blogging world,
hello. do you remember me? i remember you-- albeit, vaguely.
april 09 and april 10 were/are terrible months for me. i'm convinced it is "death to relationship" month. although, a beautiful relationship started with a hockey game 6 years ago-- so actually i rescind my previous statement and shall rename it "death to relationships that are supposed to die" month. in any case, i'm totally bummed out.
i think part of my problem is that i've lost touch with so many things: who i am, what i value, what i love, what i appreciate, what i need, what i want, etc. so much of my day is consumed with an overwhelming feeling of dread, gloom, and overall malaise. which totally sucks, dude.
so i propose 31 days of blogging. yes, that's a post a day in the month of may. i think expressing my insights to an audience will force me to self-reflect and evaluate what i observe and believe about the world around me. plus, maybe you'll learn something new about me. maybe i'll learn something new about myself.
prepare yourself. this may get real.
