04 September 2010

summer day 75

a few months ago, I accepted my chub and donated all my small clothes. I kept a few things but mostly for sentimental reasons.





now none of my clothes fit. i've been rearranging my closet, cursing my formerly 18-lbs heavier self for being so reckless, and i'm trying to decide if another 5 lbs is really what I want--or if I could allow myself a chocolate chip cookie without jogging/fast walking 2.5 miles on the treadmill as punishment.

you think you know what you want, and then being nicknamed "baggy butt" suddenly changes everything. this is a dilemma.

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