right now, I know my career must involve creativity and using my hands. last night's Christmas card-making gusto gave me the biggest sense of accomplishment in a great while.
right now, the scale says I weigh the same yet I feel like a gooey chub ball. so please excuse my self-portrait of just my face... self-esteem is low these days.
right now, I should focus on this message:
right now, I appreciate my dry and corny sense of humor because I will never be bored.
right now, my insides feel kind of like this:
right now, I love tumblr. it's the last thing I look at before bed, one of the first things I see when I wake up, and I find myself sitting on the pot long for longer than usual just scrolling and tapping and saving images.
right now, I am thankful my apartment's landlord keeps our stairs and parking lot relatively ice free. you know one of my greatest fears is falling backwards down a flight of stairs, right?
right now, I think broccoli would be more popular if it would just taste like bacon.
right now, I can't stop listening to Taylor Swift's "speak now" album. it's like the booze-free, more fiddle-ish version of pink!'s "funhouse" album. you should YouTube tay's acoustic version of "haunted."
right now, I'm still depressed after finishing season 2 of joss whedon's "dollhouse" tv series. so amazing. so many "WHAT THE EFF JUST HAPPENED?!!!" moments. I suppose watching all 12 episodes in a row only contributed to the feeling of being sucked into yet another canceled tv show's world. sigh.
right now, I don't know how to separate complicated from simple, realizable from abstraction, motivation from desperation.
but, like always, I'll ride it out. thanks for reading.
1 comment:
Thanks for cheering me up when i needed it this week.
That's a good looking tree - nice job.
Sorry about the Tumblr addiction, you know, since i was basically the dealer that hooked you.
Get the self esteem up. Your spicy hot Asian-ness is super spicy hot so how about you just worry about maintaining instead of improving, so as not to make us fatties even more uncomfortable.
Finally, I like the theme change.
Keep Calm and Rock On Girl : )
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